18 June 2012

My all time favourite piece of writing.

 A Poet's Advice by  E.E. Cummings

A poet is somebody who feels, and who expresses his feeling through words.
This may sound easy. It isn't.
A lot of people think or believe or know they feel-but that's thinking or believing or knowing; not feeling. And poetry is feeling-not knowing or believing or thinking.
Almost anybody can learn to think or believe or know, but not a single human being can be taught to feel. Why? Because whenever you think or you believe or you know, you're a lot of other people: but the moment you feel, you're nobody-but-yourself.
To be nobody-but-yourself-in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else-means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.
As for expressing nobody-but-yourself in words, that means working just a little harder than anybody who isn't a poet can possibly imagine. Why? Because nothing is quite as easy as using words like somebody else. We all of us do exactly this nearly all of the time-and whenever we do it, we're not poets.
If, at the end of your first ten or fifteen years of fighting and working and feeling, you find you've written one line of one poem, you'll be very lucky indeed.
And so my advice to all young people who wish to become poets is: do something easy, like learning how to blow up the world-unless you're not only willing, but glad, to feel and work and fight till you die.


Does this sound dismal? It isn't.
It's the most wonderful life on earth.
Or so I feel.


18 April 2012

To Do List


I can almost see the light at the end of the tunnel. . . literally. . . I'm only a few days away from being done school before summer break!! So here is a list of things I need to do in the next week or two:

Scholarship Count
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Days Left
5 !!!?? 
Finals
1 2 3 4
To Do:
- Find out bursary and grant info!  
(The Group Study Abroad term officially does not exist yet. . . so I don't have to worry about Grants yet) but. . .
- I still can be researching
- Write a cover letter
- Create a Linked In page
- FIND A SUMMER JOB!!!




Oh also. . . my plan to raise money for a trip was kind of set back a tinge because I crashed my car and now I owe money on it! Unfortunately but now I just have to work harder.

Just a little bit of Happiness


This Video has nothing to do with me going to Africa, but I love it so much I had to save it somewhere
It just makes me happy every time I watch it and makes me love children a little bit more.

03 April 2012

Paradise

When she was just a girl She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so She ran away in her sleep and dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes
- Coldplay

Inspiration

I feel your love. I feel your strong love. I feel the patience among unconditional love. I feel a strength. I feel your faith in me. I'll never let you down no matter what you do if you just walk with me and let me walk with you. I'm on this journey I don't wanna walk alone. Walk with me.
- Neil Young

Quick Update

Busy semester apparently . . . Officially 18 Days left until I am done winter term, and everything is piling up! I haven't done a good job of keeping up with my goals. So here is the scholarship countdown so I can keep track:

Scholarship Count
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Days Left
18
To Do:
Find out bursary and grant info!  

05 January 2012

New Years Resoutions

With the New Year getting into 2012, it is time for setting some real resolutions and reshaping my focus. I'm not much  of a New Years Resolution person, BUT this is even MORE motivation to add to meeting my goals for getting to Ghana! Here we go. . .



My New Years Resolution for 2012 is to prepare myself financially and academically to achieve my Ghana Trip. 

Goal #1: Win some scholarships, grants &bursaries! Apply to at least a minimum of 10 Scholarships by the end of Winter Semester, eventually 20. Look up Students Union Grants and Financial Aid programs over the Winter Semester and put into action over the summer.

Goal #2: Work hard, save money, spend less ALL YEAR! Start by getting a better job and making a budget.

Goal #3: Begin Minor in African Studies. Take Spring and/or Summer courses to get ahead in African studies. 

Execution: Share plan with people who are important to me to hold myself accountable.

19 December 2011

My invite for the future!

Who: A very happy Canadian student, ME!
What: Development Studies - Group Field Study Abroad
Where: Ghana, Africa
When: Spring 2013
Why: Good Question! I'll get back to you :)
How: Time to start saving some money and applying for scholarships!

Trying to find a little inspiration.

I am feeling a little restless in my tedious "first world" life, this usually happens every once and a while.  Everywhere I turn I am reminded of the material, superficial and consumerist society that I live in, the exact things I am beginning to turn away from, for indeed I am a hypocrite and have always been a contributor to this system. I feel restless in this situation because I start seeing all of these signs as my worldview changes, it makes me uneasy but I still continue living my life the same way. This relates to what will continue to be my life struggle.
I feel as though I continually fail to make the changes that happen inside of me to show on the outside. I can never seem to act on my values and beliefs enough in real life situations, in which I should be going out of my way to make them happen. The biggest example of this is my caring for people or situations less privileged than I and volunteering, but I never seem to make the time to do anything about it.

I struggle between always dreaming and turning it into a reality.

This seems a common theme among people, but still it resonates deeply with me and so I have decided I must find ways to inspire myself and document it in order to really make these dreams of mine come true. To try and increase the impact of my cause for my purpose in school. Hence, a new blog. Here is my first little bit of inspiration, that is possibly my biggest inspiration of all... I'm sure Audrey will be regular feature.


"For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others."
— Audrey Hepburn